Monday, August 25, 2008
=)
Hung out with HTO this past weekend...good feelings!! =) The more I'm around him or I hang out with him, the more soldified my "like" is for him. That's def a good sign!!! =) Plus, I no longer have to go through my seesaw of emotions about is he or is he not interested, I def know he's digging me ;-) So I'll probably talk about him less, because I don't want to jinx it. But of course major developments I will share!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Hmmmmm
Is there something in America's water? People are losing their minds! I have been witnessing so many people who need to act right, people acting brand new, people being extra shady, and they're not just in Chicago! I've been witnessing this happen to people all over the US! What in the world is going on....smh.... Sometimes I wonder if people think others can read minds. It's better to have a discussion and communicate with the other person than to take the immature route and act brand new. Something to think about.....
Monday, August 18, 2008
Our Kids
I wrote this blog in June of 2006, but it was on my mind the past 4 days so I figured I'd post it here and get you all's thoughts...
"Today I was having a conversation with a co worker about how our kids will grow up, and the black community. It prompted me to make this post.
The convo went like this,
My kids will grow up going to wonderful schools, and they will be exposed to everything though because I don't want any scary kids. I want well rounded kids who are still in touch with all different kinds of black people. My kids will not be afraid of the hood, but they won't grow up there. They will travel all over but they will be American. I'm going to do what my mom did. She made sure we spent plenty of time at my grandmother's growing up. My grandma owns a building on the west side. So, I have no fear of the Westside or of anything happening to me there due to that. Plus, she made sure I went to an economically diverse high school that was still good academically. I went to classes with people whose parent's receivde welfare checks and those whose parents had trust funds set up for them. All of that gave me the ability to code switch. Cause if there's one thing I can't stand it's black people who were so sheltered they cant relate to all kinds of black people.
One of the reasons I will only send my kid to boarding school if I'm positive they are already well rounded and exposed. If not they will be going to the Latin School of Chicago lol I think part of what helps too is that my mom's side of the family is very diverse economically, so if you're at family reunions or visiting someone you will come in contact with all kinds of people. now my dad's side is rather different no diversity on that side. And my kids will def have access to both sides....Like I could date a snob and we could spend his money but it'd be hard for me to marry one because I don't want my kids to grow up with a snob for a daddy. The mate we pick will make or break our kids.
I can def only think of one friend I have that feels the same way and has voiced it. I think that many people get so caught up doing better than the previous generation that they forget some of the good positive things, and they don't impart those things to their children. They're so concerned with keeping up with the Jones' that they don't think about the lack of diversity. I have a few friends that grew up like that and when they come visit me and we go to the hood, they're literally scared. It almost turns my stomach until I remember they don't know any better. There's this book called Code of the Streets. it talks about the ability to code switch and how important it is to survival for black youth nowadays. My kids will be pros at it. They will be comfortable having dinner with an ambassador but they will also be comfortable playing 4 square in the middle of the Westside with the other kids. Nothing is worse than a scary kid. That’s the reason African Americans stay down as a group. People are so busy thinking about themselves and achieving more equity, that they don't help there fellow man who they were like maybe not this generation but somewhere back there they were.... we all started out as slaves with nothing...until people realize we're all one in the same and everyone has something they can bring to the table it might not be money but they have intelligence and are more than the annual family trip to dish out food to the poor black people at the soup kitchen. People always say the problem with blacks in this country is the lack of black leadership, its not that. The problem is the lack of a true sense of community amongst blacks. Until people realize their communities are made up of more than people with the same socioeconomic background we will continue to not elevate as a people. People need to realize no one is beneath them"
"Today I was having a conversation with a co worker about how our kids will grow up, and the black community. It prompted me to make this post.
The convo went like this,
My kids will grow up going to wonderful schools, and they will be exposed to everything though because I don't want any scary kids. I want well rounded kids who are still in touch with all different kinds of black people. My kids will not be afraid of the hood, but they won't grow up there. They will travel all over but they will be American. I'm going to do what my mom did. She made sure we spent plenty of time at my grandmother's growing up. My grandma owns a building on the west side. So, I have no fear of the Westside or of anything happening to me there due to that. Plus, she made sure I went to an economically diverse high school that was still good academically. I went to classes with people whose parent's receivde welfare checks and those whose parents had trust funds set up for them. All of that gave me the ability to code switch. Cause if there's one thing I can't stand it's black people who were so sheltered they cant relate to all kinds of black people.
One of the reasons I will only send my kid to boarding school if I'm positive they are already well rounded and exposed. If not they will be going to the Latin School of Chicago lol I think part of what helps too is that my mom's side of the family is very diverse economically, so if you're at family reunions or visiting someone you will come in contact with all kinds of people. now my dad's side is rather different no diversity on that side. And my kids will def have access to both sides....Like I could date a snob and we could spend his money but it'd be hard for me to marry one because I don't want my kids to grow up with a snob for a daddy. The mate we pick will make or break our kids.
I can def only think of one friend I have that feels the same way and has voiced it. I think that many people get so caught up doing better than the previous generation that they forget some of the good positive things, and they don't impart those things to their children. They're so concerned with keeping up with the Jones' that they don't think about the lack of diversity. I have a few friends that grew up like that and when they come visit me and we go to the hood, they're literally scared. It almost turns my stomach until I remember they don't know any better. There's this book called Code of the Streets. it talks about the ability to code switch and how important it is to survival for black youth nowadays. My kids will be pros at it. They will be comfortable having dinner with an ambassador but they will also be comfortable playing 4 square in the middle of the Westside with the other kids. Nothing is worse than a scary kid. That’s the reason African Americans stay down as a group. People are so busy thinking about themselves and achieving more equity, that they don't help there fellow man who they were like maybe not this generation but somewhere back there they were.... we all started out as slaves with nothing...until people realize we're all one in the same and everyone has something they can bring to the table it might not be money but they have intelligence and are more than the annual family trip to dish out food to the poor black people at the soup kitchen. People always say the problem with blacks in this country is the lack of black leadership, its not that. The problem is the lack of a true sense of community amongst blacks. Until people realize their communities are made up of more than people with the same socioeconomic background we will continue to not elevate as a people. People need to realize no one is beneath them"
Monday, August 11, 2008
=)
Sooooooo guess who I hung out with this weekend? HTO!!!! ;-) Had a great time, experienced a TOTALLY new experience lol (yea sis I was hilarious to watch lololol), and talked with him for about 2 hours with not one single lull in the convo. I'm a talker but that was a new one even for me! I can't even talk to my BFF for an hour with no lulls or pauses. But, yea he's still as awesome as he was before. So we shall see where this goes....
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Single by choice!
I just want to preface it all with saying I personally believe you're single until you're married.....
So, I had a guy tell me today that a female is never single by choice, and that I was single because I was "too smart". This was his response to me saying I was single by choice.
Do guys really think this way?
I was in back to back LTRs. One was 4 yrs, the other a yr. I wanted to enjoy my mid 20s for a bit without being in a monogamous relationship. I was sick of not being able to date people or take numbers of people I found attractive on multiple levels because I was with someone. So, I took a formal year off of relationships, that was my new years resolution and I stuck with it all of 2007. I really loved it, and extended it lol But, I haven't put date parameters on it this time. Now I'm in more of a if I meet a guy who is sooo wonderful, I find myself not wanting to see/date the other guys I like/see, then I know it's time to be in a relationship, but until I have that feeling, what's the point?
So, I had a guy tell me today that a female is never single by choice, and that I was single because I was "too smart". This was his response to me saying I was single by choice.
Do guys really think this way?
I was in back to back LTRs. One was 4 yrs, the other a yr. I wanted to enjoy my mid 20s for a bit without being in a monogamous relationship. I was sick of not being able to date people or take numbers of people I found attractive on multiple levels because I was with someone. So, I took a formal year off of relationships, that was my new years resolution and I stuck with it all of 2007. I really loved it, and extended it lol But, I haven't put date parameters on it this time. Now I'm in more of a if I meet a guy who is sooo wonderful, I find myself not wanting to see/date the other guys I like/see, then I know it's time to be in a relationship, but until I have that feeling, what's the point?
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
OMGosh, someone TOTALLY transferred their energy to me, and I think I'm going to explode soon!!!! It's time for me to skip town w/in the next 2 weeks, for real......
Friday, August 1, 2008
Freedom!!!
Yay!!!! I am free!!!! Time to enjoy summer!
It's funny because summer always makes me feel a certain type of way (yea Sis THAT kind of way). I may have to look into that, during my time of freedom. Just have to sort out the details.
Well trip decision was made to go to Cabo, bad news, the resorts we wanted (5 diamond) were all booked up for their 2 bedroom suites. Nuevo Vallarta same thing, so we're just going to go to Playa del Carmen, and try to do Cabo again in 2009 when we all have time off from school at the same time.
So Operation HTO actually started moving a little bit. My plan partner dropped a teaser ;-)
Well that's all for now, I'm sure after the weekend I'll have a lot more to say!
It's funny because summer always makes me feel a certain type of way (yea Sis THAT kind of way). I may have to look into that, during my time of freedom. Just have to sort out the details.
Well trip decision was made to go to Cabo, bad news, the resorts we wanted (5 diamond) were all booked up for their 2 bedroom suites. Nuevo Vallarta same thing, so we're just going to go to Playa del Carmen, and try to do Cabo again in 2009 when we all have time off from school at the same time.
So Operation HTO actually started moving a little bit. My plan partner dropped a teaser ;-)
Well that's all for now, I'm sure after the weekend I'll have a lot more to say!
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